Your Truth and Who You Really Are

 As you move along this spiritual journey of yours and start to really tune into your own truth. There are parts of you that you have become very familiar with, that start bubbling up to be let go.

These parts come up in a way that can be energetically felt somewhere in the body usually. Many times it manifests as the feelings of anxiety. This is a blessing.

As a child you perceive different events in your life through the eyes of a child. When something happens to you, perceived as traumatic in some way, a part of you split off from itself and is repressed.

This part of you is usually the most spiritual part of you that steps up and says, " I will take this pain from you so you do not need to deal with it right now."

The shadow parts of yourself are your allies and guides to remembering who you really are. These shadow parts are a worthy opponent that can stir the beauty of balance and magnificence inside you.

There is always the truth waiting for you there and the gifts that are authentically you, to be revealed.

There is no greater mirror than the reflections through the relationships you have that are mirrored back by the people in your life.

People mirror back your own perception of yourself.

I tell my ex that he is a huge blessing in my life because he mirrored back to me all that I needed to see within myself, more than anyone.

This allowed me to awaken to knowing the magnificence of who I really am.

You are the director in your own movie. The people that come into your life are perfectly mirroring what you are energetically projecting out into the world.

Once you pull back your energy and own your own stuff, taking 100% responsibility for your own behaviors, is the moment you take back your power.

That part that split off from your self as a child lets itself known, bubbling up to let go of what is not you.

You awaken for the first time in this moment, to this beautiful spiritual part of yourself that you have not been aware of before and you know something that you never knew before about who you really are.

It is truly miraculous and so beautifully set up.

You are what you decide you are now.

Start with the intellectual truth that you were given birth through the image of your creator. You are perfect unlimited love.

This in itself is an awareness that will help clear the way of everything that no longer serves you and supports you in a positive healthy way.

Everything will be revealed in perfect timing, that is not really you and will fall away once you become aware of the truth.

This at first can feel uncomfortable and unsettling. Trust the unfolding. Do not judge. Allow. Be loving and gentle with your self. Breathe.

It is important to breathe here. We have a tendency to hold our breathe in times that tap into our fears and cause us discomfort.

Do not resist. Relax into the discomfort. Face the fear head on. Breathe it through.

The more you can relax into it the more you will let go what is not really you. You are not your pain.

As you relax into these uncomfortable feelings, know that there is a natural cycle of healing that will occur. See it through to the end. You will never be given more than you can handle.

The more you relax the more you heal as you let go.

Keep breathing and relaxing as much as you can, is most important.

Do not be afraid. You are never alone.

Holding your breathe which happens unconsciously, keeps you holding on to the pain. Breathe. This too shall pass. Have faith in this process.

Breathe is life force energy, called Chi or Ki. Chi flows through everything, living. It is the Divine.

When you let go and no longer resist, Chi, which is love and light is allowed to flow through you.

I am here to tell you if you have not experienced the flow of chi through your body, it is the most beautiful and loving feeling you will ever know.

 It is Divine love and light. I have felt it buzz through me so intensely that it is incredible.

When this happens, be in the moment and enjoy. Do not try and hold on to it. Let it flow. Breathe.

Be aware. This love is you. You are One and the same. This is truth. Merge with the Divine.

This is what we all yearn for.

Remember this is your spiritual work. This is the work you do for your self and your ancestors. The negative, limiting beliefs end here. You will not pass them on to your children.

If you already have children as I do, much of it has already been passed on to your children, but as you do this work and take responsibility the limiting beliefs and negative thoughts disappear.

 Your children no longer mirror this back to you because you let the fear and the lies go. Your children will not pass it on to their children.

This is how important and powerful this spiritual work is.

It takes practice. The ability to observe yourself from outside yourself (observing ego) is a very valuable skill here. As well as relaxing, trusting and breathing through some sometimes very intense feelings and energies.

Remember, it is always just energy.

A story you may have told yourself that no longer serves you. Let it go.

You never need to analyze where it is coming from or why. Breathe this through energetically, relax, allow and trust the process. Get out of your own way.

With practice you will master this process and master yourself.

I have not heard of this spoken exactly in this way before and how powerful relaxing into this healing cycle is.

Through my own adversity this is what was revealed to me. I needed to share this with all of you in hopes you too will know your magnificence.

That you, as it turns out, are the gift that blesses the world by shining your light as you.

There has never been anyone like you and there never will be anyone like you. You are unique.

The world is blessed mostly by your beingness.

Always bring your awareness into the present moment where the power of now exists.

You will step into your authentic power each step of the way and know more about who you really are every time.

 It does not happen over night, although I believe that this is possible.

For most of us it happens layer by layer. As you let go and speak your truth and align yourself with your Divine self, you shine your light and a new layer of shadow is revealed.

Your truth and your gifts will be clarified, you will see the bigger picture, your compassion will deepen towards others and love will flow and reveal itself in miraculous ways.

How beautiful we all are.

Namaste.